exhaustion

so i can barely keep my eyes open today. literally, they're burning to close...

.........zzzzzzzz.........

see!? i just feel asleep for a seccond!

haven't been sleeping great the last couple nights.. don't know what's going on. making some big decisions these days so maybe the fact that my brain is working double time has some relevence to the problem. all exciting decisions, though.. mostly..

i'm doing a photography workshop with some incredible ladies and learning from a huge inspiration of mine, sheye rosemeyer. i took her first course last year and this is the more advanced workshop. i am loving it.. feeling overwhelmed with the amount of talent i'm surrounded by there, but i'm also feeling the drive to achieve my dreams.. and it's wonderful. it's so easy to get complacent in life and just drift on through. one day, we'll look back and wonder where all the time has gone.. why our dreams were always pushed to the sidelines. jake and i are trying hard to change this in our own lives and will disclose our plans for the future to you all soon enough.

for now, i need to focus on the present.. go drink a diet coke. wake up. try to enjoy the fact that it's friday instead of being irritated by every person in my office today. yes, tired equals moody when it comes to me. at least i just shut my mouth and hide in my cubicle.. could be worse.  : )

ya'll enjoy yer weekend. xo

musicality

i've been MIA.
i apologize.

been crazy the last few weeks. i can't believe the 4th of July has come and gone already.

the cruise was kind of a blur. an amazing & incredible blur.. but a blur all the same. that post will come soon.. it's actually already been written, but pictures need to be inserted and i need to be home with an extra 20 mins in order to do that. so patience please.

i've been overwhelmed with the urge for musicality lately. i always listen to music... every second i'm in the car, all day at work, while editing photos.. i'll be at bbq's eating delicious food with perfect company, but am annoyed that there's no music in the background. i've been like this for as long as i can remember. i want people to ask me what new music they should buy.. or who my favorite bands are.. can they hear that song i've been humming all day.. it makes me happy. jake's been playing the guitar a lot lately.. learning dropkick murphys songs and mumford & sons. its delightful. i love hearing him strum.. while biting his lip in concentration. :)

so i just wanted to share with you some tunage i'm listening to these days. some new, some old.. all incredibly awesome. do yourself a favor...

check em out.

Alexi Murdoch

Angus and Julia Stone

*photo courtesy of viaductpromotions.co.uk

Edward Sharpe & the Magnetic Zeros

*photo courtesy of laist.com

I just really really really love Radiohead. All albums.

there are so many more.. i knew this was dangerous territory..

Stabbing Sensation...

'That's so Dexter of you, Lauren'. Okay so the title of this post has nothing to do with serial killers that can't help themselves when it comes to bad guys...
It's just been a day.
And really I was referring to the knot in my back that decided to take up residence on some nerve.. pinching it to death and causing me extreme pain. A frequent stabbing sensation every time I tried to move.
This was resolved on Friday, but the ache is still there to remind me of how utterly useless I was most of the day on Friday. Love those things that're completely out of your control... and just happen to suck. Bad. And on my day off with perfect weather.
End complaining.

The day has been busy, but productive and I'm wishing I could go home and play guitar for a few hours tonight.
No, I don't play the guitar very well and no, I don't play it very often.
But I'd like to.. and I wish I did. :)
Would be a good evening for it...

In other news, I'm reading an interesting book called The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari. Mum suggested I read it (she made me).
She isn't a weirdy (not completely..) so when she visited last week and kept mentioning this book and how it impacted her... "If I hadn't read this book I'd look around this place (full of old memories..) and feel angst and a little sadness... but now I can look around and remember what great, positive experiences I had and how funny, sweet life is" (Yes.. this continued for most of the weekend)  I thought, why not? I could use some positive reinforcement when it comes to my thoughts.
I used to really be into books like The Four Agreements, The Mastery of Love, etc.. this book is similar as it helps you look at life a little differently.

I've been going through a few rough spots the last year or so... and have watched family members go through some as well... and I find myself getting down quite frequently. But lately I've had this feeling that won't go away.. kind of like the stabbing sensation that was too strong to ignore... to re-evaluate my life and how I should go about living it.
The book is just kind of fun, interesting to read... I know I'm the one who really needs to let go of some things and choose not to let stress get me down. No book is going to magically make the stress disappear (oh how i wish).. but it's nice to have a reminder that it's up to me to change things. Or to change the way I'm interpretting things.
Anyways.. just wanted to share some words on this subject. Have a lovely week, okay?

xo Lauren

Graduation = Vacation!!!

Well.. my husband boy is growing up. :) He's graduating college on Saturday and I'm SO proud of him.. and SO relieved that at least one of us did it right.

(Reeeeeeeeeeeeally hope we see one of these. Not up close.. of course. But don't you kind of want to hug him?) 

After five years of rugged scholastic-ness, we've decided to celebrate by heading up the Pacific to ALASKA.

Pretty ding dang excited! I'm not even sure if the reality of the gorgeousness we'll be seeing has even set in yet, actually. We're taking off in about 6 weeks- flying up to Seattle and cruising out of the Seattle port. I've never been to Seattle and we'll be spending a day there... so that in itself ROCKS.

So ya.. just had to share the awesomeness with you. Hope everyone is having a great Monday.  {um.. is that even possible?!}

My Love

Have I ever shown you this photo of Jake? Have I ever told you how much I love it? Rarely are his hair and beard ever this short at the same time... hehe.





i love us.

Earth Day!

So most of you probably DON'T know that I'm a hippy at heart... I am... I'm sorry, but I really am.

Today being Earth Day and all, I thought I'd share a little post with you all from a favorite photographer, Tara Whitney. She shares some great ideas on what we can do to make even the smallest difference. GO HERE.

Now, I honestly am quite sick of the expression GO GREEN, but the intention behind it is something that everyone really should be aware of. Why not help out the other living, breathing creatures residing on this earth with us?

I bet it'd make you feel better to at least try..

xo  Lauren

{ FREE Mini Session! }

Hey friends!

So it's warming up here in Las Vegas.. and to celebrate the time between cold/windy weather and hot/miserable weather, I'm giving away a FREE mini photo session over on Facebook! 


Become a fan on Facebook and then refer me to your friends to become a fan and be entered for a chance to WIN the session with a $60 print credit!
Go check out the complete details on my facebook fan page.


Hope to see you all over there! (Better hurry! I'll be drawing the winner's name next Friday, April 16th!)


xo Lauren